This is the halfway mark!! Today marks exactly TWO years since I began my journey with Midwives College of Utah (MCU). When I considered becoming a midwife, I was a bit unsure of which school to attend. Could I really do long distance learning? Would it be structured enough for me? Would I be able to be committed? Would I be smart enough? So many questions, and no way to figure it out unless I tried it out.
Thankfully, MCU has a continuing education program. Students can enroll in a few classes, without any on-going obligation. Entering the continuing education program was my way of testing the waters before fully committing to distance learning. After the first semester, I was hooked! I took a second continuing education semester, and applied to become an enrolled student. In Aug of 2015, I became an official enrolled student. However, my academic journey began earlier that year in Jan 2015 with the continuing education classes.
Today, I reflect on how frightened I was to go full force, still unsure of my calling. Unsure if I was fit for long distance learning as a student over 40 years of age. Still praying about moving forward and wondering if this was God’s will for my life. Wondering if I could hold it together while still raising five children, with six still living at home, and cooking, cleaning, grocery shopping, school runs, teaching P.E., helping my children with their homework, helping my husband with his business, continuing to be a doula, church activities, volunteering at church, yearly youth camp (week long) trips, periodic youth trips, my daughters school competition trip and then comes the preceptorship. What’s more, attending MCU is year round with a three week break between semesters to rest before the next semester begins. Their academic year is divided into trimesters: three-15 week trimesters with three week breaks. Thankfully, I have been able to continue the forward momentum.
This journey cannot be forged, though, without the support of many people. With the support of my husband, my daughters, my son and his finance who sometimes pick up the slack and will drive my school-aged children to school or pick them up after school if I’m at a birth, MCU students who have cheered me on and have been my study buddies and a listening ear, and my MCU house mother whom I can text or call anytime I need help, I am able to continue on this journey to becoming a midwife!!
Here is a small window into the support from my children:
When I am taking an exam with an online proctor, there cannot be any interruptions. For this particular exam, I told all the children that they could not come in the room while I was taking the exam. When I was done with the exam, I found this chair they had put in front of the door to block entrance into the room. One of them wrote this note: Don’t go in. Mom is taking a test.
Completion of the didactic work should be somewhere at the end of Dec. 2018 (almost exactly two years from today). It does seem unreal to be two years into this work, it will be equally unreal when it’s all completed!!